Turbulence

So, life is about to get CRAZY! I am 36 weeks pregnant today! Yay, for hospital bag packed and Baby C's car seat strapped into the backseat with Ceilidh. It made her day this morning to help me install his car seat. All this excitement is oddly coupled with an increasing longing for Kenan to be here with us. He would be almost 7months old. Just the right age to attend his first Carolina Football game with Daddy. All these emotions are hard to sort out b/c I don't want to negate my excitement for Baby C; but I don't want to ignore my saddness for Kenan either. Please just continue to pray for us... maybe after September, life will even out a bit!